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+2023-02-28
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+2022年05月06日
+ 66260700
+ six six two six zero seven zero zero
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+2022年05月10日
+ I know two things about life:
+ 1) I will endure it
+ 2) It will kill me
+ My handwriting has suffered this gap in writing.
+ Cape Cod Cannibal Police (CCCP)
+ "It's a cop eat cop world"
+ "Ramirez, don't shoot! The kid's unarmed! The arms are the best part!"
+ They are the thing from which they're supposed to protect
+ Non-cannibal cops join, get eaten
+ Notorious as a sun-down town among the particularly scrumptious
+ "They say one bad apple spoils the bunch, then just say there are
+'some' bad apples. I say we need more bad apples. Bad apples taste the best."
+ The mayor is supposed to accept the status quo or the police union will
+oust + eat her
+ "I pray for those on which I prey and whom will pay when I go to take
+my toll: their brain!"
+ 11min episodes
+ [drawing of a television show logo]
+ Subtle nautical theming. All solid colors: animated
+ Cop outfits look like fascist sailor moon
+ [drawing of "zombieish" fascist cop. does indeed look like fascist
+sailor moon. caption: Think "Dollar Tree" fascism x sailor moon x zombies]
+ They're not zombies though! They're cannibals. (Also racist sexist etc)
+ - Cannibal cops never win
+ - _All_ violence looks cool as fuck and is on screen but is
+unmistakeably bad nonetheless and often counter-productive
+ - There are 0 good cops that don't die within 5mins of being introduced
+ I'm uninterested in journaling about my experiences - I've already
+lived them once
+ Actual hot glue gun
+ [drawing of a gun]
+
+2023年02月27日
+ I really wish I was smoking right now. I have some shitty hand rolled
+cigs I made and some nice filtered cigs [...] made and a weed roach that sorta
+fucked me up when I smoked it. But I think the dab pen rip after that was the
+thing that did most of the actual fucking, the joint was the cranial foreplay.
+But hey, getting high is an option.
+ I'm considering changing my gs to have full loops like g or g. But I
+don't know how legible that is. [...] does everything capital which is cool but
+[...] said my lowercase script is really cool so now I'm doing that more and
+it's pretty neat. LLLL LL
+ [...] that's so cool!
+ I think the descriptor "manwhore" is in-accurate in most contexts
+because someone who has intercourse with a ton of people for fun is (as insult
+or owned attribute) a "slut" whereas when the same is done for material gain
+the doer is a "whore". I see "manwhore" used in contexts where "slut" would be
+more apt, and never when the man is simply a whore.
+ "Manwhore" defies traditional gender stereotypes by shaming men for
+having sex with lots of women in a society where diverse secual experience is
+seen as a positive trait for men and negative for women, and is valuable for
+that reason, but I don't see that its use is groovy if we're gonna evolve past
+the prudish views of antiquity in general.
+ It is really hard for me to compose a sentence on paper, even as
+opposed to use of a keyboard. I like the tactility of my Sharpie and the
+absolute black of the ink on the page but my writing ability is poor and my
+writing skills moreso!
+ [a drawing of the pattern of the tiles on the floor at my location]
+ [with markings indicating syllabic stress] Green sign sunlight sharpie
+paper
+ The green sign sunlight paper and sharpie
+ I will use this time or die of thinking
+ Burger King gas station food and parking
+ If I wasn't here I would be sleeping
+ Liberals' defining quality is an aversion to conflict. Liberalism is
+the default political stance in metropolia - a reasonable and innoffensive set
+of views nobody has to think about, but can if they're particularly bored.
+Meanwhile Conservativism is the other side of the same coin - a lack of
+tolerance for change, and a want to undo changes done. Without a spine Conserv-
+ativism cannot effectively be opposed.
+ Liberals and particularly the United States' Democrat party only take
+stances that are to them sufficiently obviously correct. Gay rights are good
+only after it's weird for them not to support gay rights. Trans rights are
+still up for debate.
+ [...] is so fucking cool!!!!!!
+ [shading study drawing]
+ [drawing of Rockstar can on top of television]
+ Impossible
+ to see me here
+ so don't even
+ try cuz' I'll just
+ go dissapear [sic]
+ I can fade out
+ into the crowd
+ just an other
+ black field jacket
+ walking down town
+ cape cod cannible [sic] police
+ episode one: pilot
+MARTINEZ & FISHER sit on a park bench; plainclothes police officers
+ MARTINEZ: Hey Fisher.
+ FISHER: Yeah?
+ M: Why do we always get sent to watch the poor part of town?
+ F: How do you mean?
+ M: Cape Cod is a rich town. Most parts here are rich parts. But we
+send the on-duty cops to watch this one neighborhood.
+ F: Poor people taste better.
+ M: Do they?
+ F: Have you ever eaten the rich?
+ M: We ate that one dude.
+ F: And he tasted like shit.
+ M: Yeah.
+ F: Yeah. Because he was old as shit.
+ M: So we take in young rich people.
+ F: Then their parents ask questions. Where's Johnny?
+ M: Our shitters.
+ F: Our shitters. And they ask why we didn't call them, and where
+their tax dollars are going, and why we're watching the rich neighborhod.
+ M: There's no crime here.
+ F: No shit. But rich people get out of their shit for free. Rich
+people have friends, family, lawyers...
+ M: Yeah. I cannot get subpoenaed.
+ F: Neither can I!
+ M: I just think like, people avoid us.
+ F: Well, we eat people.
+ M: Yeah, and people know that, so they don't go near us, so we
+can't get them for anything.
+ F: They stay inside. And we can't go door to door.
+ M: Fourth amendment. Like, if we went to the rich part, those
+people don't avoid us. We could eat.
+ F: Short term.
+ M: I guess.
+ F: We have to think about sustainability.
+
+
+2023-02-27
+
+Regarding Close (2022)
+TRIN: Like, for like twenty minutes in, I was like this is really, really
+ good casting-
+[...]: And then you wish it was worse.
+TRIN: Yeah!
+[...]: Like, I wish it was just a little bit worse.
+TRIN: The casting, the acting-
+[...]: I wish the acting was worse.
+TRIN: A lot worse.
+Absolutely fucking gut wrenching. We both cried in the theater for an hour
+straight.
+
+
+2023-02-26
+
+List of things we did on that bender
+1900 - Smoking green tea
+- Axe throwing
+- Walk in a bird sanctuary at night
+0000 - Drive to Acadia National Park
+- Watching the sun rise at Acadia National Park
+- Eating at the A1 Diner
+- Goodwill
+1200 - Faking an accident on the side of the road to get out of work
+- Watching Close (2022) in theater
+- Watching Of an Age (2022) in theater
+1900 - Eating Thai
+- Stealing slushees from Burger King
+
+Gains vs. Losses
+- $50? Actual amount unknown
+- Some quantity of days/months taken off my lifespan
++ Priceless life experience
++ The best weekend ever
+
+
+2023-02-25
+
+ Metro Gnome: Keeper of Time
+
+ Demonstration sentence.
+
+
2023-02-24
Write drunk. Never edit!